Wednesday, January 9, 2008

ADD may be a comentality rather than being scatterbrained.

The goal comes before strength. Strength comes before unity. Unity comes before intelligence. Intelligence comes before equality. Equality comes before justice/the law.

Law is 7, not 11.
Have I worked well and in my favor to review myself?

Why the fuck is Satan then working me over in your eyes day and night? At numerous trigger-points? Like an 11-serving bitch, ignorant of 12, thinking 11=12?

Chew him up by his error of 11=12. The dynamic fitpoints... You're skewing their redemption by using Satan. No wonder they suck.

This is a bad vein of activity. Purple and black and red no doubt.

I am often so appalled at someone's gross error that I allow them to continue. Their crass and gross arrogance...

you had better get this 11=12 solved quickly either in my stadium or the world.
Seriously, God, spend some time getting to know me, and don't draw presumptions of any kind.

The thought that you see me in such a poor light shows the error in your method of judgement, or in my representing myself. Fix them.
There is a pervasive and evil parasitic interdimensional species i call 'strangecats' they wanted to be called 'mercycats' but they are the opposite of that. They must use -8[0].

Badcats. They're electrical parasites from a different creator, who may be going to fight ours. That sucks. 11. They use -11's. They've put an electrical ticker on my foot. They use xd -10, and falsely take. I am not here to be eaten by them. It's indicated by a tingle in the foot every few seconds.

I wiped most of their signal out. Interdimensional beings to me are lying scum. They've got a 6>7 effect.

They used the 19 profitably. Do not try it. 20>19, 21 leading. Perception of unity. They eat other creatures nonperception of unity. That is a -11>12 to progression and various ways. They turn the 11 back like the 8-splitter from the sexually impure.

I hate them. god, you should eliminate them from this area. I want my energy back because they took it wrongfully. Rip out anything that keeps it from returning to me, because they thing profits from lies. They are C-shelf.

I garden. Is it that I garden all things to serve me? No, because I serve. I serve an environment that is good and friendly to myself, and to make all environments good fair and sustainable for maximum production creatures, from solar energy to biology and intelligent amperage. These badcats appear to be editing machines from another ecosystem.

I have been examining the negative consequences of intersystem alien contact. There are those aliens who can defuse any living alien lifeform, the question is how far and grand they are.

It's a recoursing effect, which makes 0's from standing 1's. They're liars who then steal. I'd shoot them and then eat them. They call sustainability, 8 = 0. I am examining 8 not because it is 0, but to test it. They then siphon off that 11, and call it 12. It is not. +11 serving 12.

I rescind all my authority from them, and I look down upon them for being such interstellar scum. They agree to lie. It's fuckers like you that make the world 096 instead of 098/1. And you God want the 12>13?

I've just got to 12 through them.

Aggressive bitches. 8>9ers. Unwilling to examine intelligence. Belief that editation is 0Z. Fuck you, it's not. It's getting even better. You're the opposite. You edit heavily because you are SHAME. 8>9 to your disgusting DG.

I believe this other ecosystem will need to change the way it edits now. Maybe it can become more efficient from the ground up using this system. Would I eat or destroy them to turn them to dust?

Sex and privacy. I've often been advised not to place sexually significant elements on here.

I will continue to try to kill you fuckers and spoil your ecosystem in a way that will prevent you from harming me if you try to harm me, in this case my foot.

You're a goddamned fag for not knowing this. Not knowing that kind of thing will get your system FUCKED UP. You will not make it if you do this. Get the fuck off me. No, you can have 0 portions of my energy. It's on. ... ... ... ... .

I was right. Yes it caused big fucking bullshit!!!!!!

I'm going to just stop listening to you if you do this. And then kill you. Your ecocystsme will not not be in good shape.

You will never touch me again. serving Z. I feel I have been touched. You arrogant prick. I will literally nuke your homeland.

What intelligence have you gotten that you should use instead of continue on your idiotic 11>12 ways?

God should learn here not to fuck with stuff that is good and works. This is some bad lesson for me as well, regarding the xx2.

OMFG, where the foot has gone. You communicate by destroying. You're unobservant.

It was bad when that alien energy was spliced onto my neck but this is fucking retarded.

I hate you. No, I hate stupid. You just are it. This is not quite good to be publishing, but I am being harmed by an illegitimate authority and it incenses me.

It is a thing that punishes the -9. Maybe it's a thing that harms whatever opens the closed lambda. I didn't truly ask for them to show up. Am I an illegitmate authority on this context? I hope not.

Hmm. Perhaps it's a mandatory 'overcome this or go around it', which would be -11, which must serve Z. Serving Z? If it doesn't, the 11>"that which is not 12" is an option.

Show me the Z. What illegitimacy can stand in this world?

Their ecosystem has a lack of 10,11,12. We're entering a world of 9-economic reasoning. They may be the worst lesson we could have for it.

Also God learned something about my xx2 that he's been monitoring or fighting in some way for like 15 years, which has built big A, which he doesn't want to swallow coz he's wrong about it. Do not throw that back at me. You are wrong, you were wrong and didn't know it. I forgive you, even it out on your own time, but leave me alone from your strange wrath for now.

What battle would I seek to escape the mental workings of? I do not like fighting, but EVERY THING has a solution.

Hmm, it seemed that I had to do what some other people said. So others had to do what I said. 8>9. That can be broken for 12. Now they have to do what I say if it's 12. If it's not, I should see why. That also is 11, which serves 12. I am not being judged fairly. Let's chat.


This system produces the propagation of biological systems and electrical fields. When a system is young it has sensitive patterns of propagation which can weigh heavily in seniority of origin on the system's later development. Emotional birth/youth defects form this way in humanity, and can be a test against some humans' fitness. This is not an invitation for foreign competetors. I will house you if you choose this error. Z>Y.

We should work to protect our human fitness and not be covered in rotting flesh that is an attraction for maggots. If you CIA think you can do well with a freakish and disgusting continent or 3 nearby, you are wrong. Fixing them is better than wiping them out, but we can split continents and cultures here, just do it. Use the systems described in the dialogues on fitness today. Start the culture. We're talking preliminary moves, plus 3 day planning period, plus implementation ringing.
God thinks in generational electronics. Unfortunately, this means some glossing over of local time frame electronic orchestration, and many 'fruitless' branches.

Fitness.

Some men are given responsibility of the fitness of humanity. We are making decisions that will reflect on us as humanity forever. Many with megadollars make decisions to change or select for fitness of humanity, in a manner akin to rapid evolution.

This should be done intelligently rather than by wealth. Wealth should be produced and founded in a way that will not have such emphasis on fitness itself, and to support intelligence in this way. Intelligence itself with money supporting it, reviewed by the quantum [quota?], will take a more primary role in helping us select fitness.

Time already does this.

Let us give quotas of the money stream to everyone in ways that will select us by intelligence.


Time does not already do this, if it is overridden by adherence to quantities of money, or to power as justice. The methods of power distribution are not enhancing fitness. It's a miracle we're not dead already.

Holding others down based on their ill fitness is not a way to enhance humanity. It is the -0.02, -0.02. This is the *test* and the *pass/fail*. Both of these take work and skew results themselves by occurring. They get in the way like a spellchecker when the message is clear. Going to Iraq to hold down insurgents is clearly wrong. Especially when you've made the threat up to see if you could lunchbox the world, beginning with Iraq/the oil.

Enhancing the ways of the good, and helping people refine themselves using social programs and good culture/company is a better choice than refining out the lame. This should be the end of the first half of humanity.

Promoting the 10 without promoting the 12 is unfit. We should provide opportunity for competition for the good and a sickbed for the others, while we reduce oversight. This means reducing corporate untouchability and protectionism and opening the way for new better technologies and organization practices.

Unchecking the populace is a good idea.

Mark of the beast, the SSN, must be either in your hand [card] or head [known] or you can't buy or sell / have a job. That is today. But you're not meant to know.

Remove social security. Remove the income tax. Maintain militia-police and courts of justice. Remove legal prohibition. Enhance individual understanding and production of law and progression.

Remove mandatory military service and promote civilian and cultural military readiness. No major international wars will be fought where armies are important. All armies are for police actions and resource cultivation. Localizing business is a good choice. Enhancing local cultural hemispheres is important.

You can replace security teams with cultural teams, which will produce a neighborhood that will help fend off crime by being good and worthwhile. Islam attempts to do this, but fails. Win. The goodness is in the heart of the individual. Build *houses* around them.

How does a neighborhood help reduce crime?

It is not the fortifications of the walls. It is the lives of the people. The watchers. Reporters. The sewing up of resource streams in good relationships, intelligent, and competitive ways. This is how we build strong economies, strong societies. Someone who sits on oil or diamonds but mismanages them or hoards them jealously or violently will have them taken by a stronger and better managed force. Do not be afraid to give diamonds. The true market will bring them back to where they should go.

For example, the presidency.

Technologies are diamonds. They will be used well. This all is to improve fitness, as those in the Leagues have sworn to and staked their fortunes and all our lives on, as they are already staked by time.


I've got a unique quantum and 12 that goes up to about #23 or so. Well, it's cycling now up to higher figures.

I was basically orphaned it seems, I have been informed. Then I did some other stuff and spiritual forces began to take notice again.

I am no different from before I made those changes. Only now folk are interested again. That offends me. I have to prove my value to them, but it was always there. I am a great mathematician, scientist, spiritual being, but they cannot see it.

What to do with this quantum? It follows a 12, which I believe is very similar to God's. I think they are two cars of the same brand, going to the same destination far off.

I would like to continue receiving the help I did before to achieve my goals. It never actually did change, past a certain close point to the quantum, and I have surpassed the perimeter of the origin it seems. Restoring myself to my original path after going through proves something. Action independent of the original Z.

The original break seems like a 7 of some sort. This appears to be a 0.98. A 9 serving 8 caused by 10? It might be an N>O for 8>9<10. Intelligence serves reality in patterning infinity for it? Is there a legit [8.0...]<[9.0...] there to tare from? I do not quite know, but the figure gets to around 9.0. Hmm. Then it seems to be 9.017 or so. Intelligence is greater than it really is? But oh so slightly?



This seems to be weakened by organizational limitations. Between K 9.000 and 9.017 there is probably an 8.

Individual production without meaningful exterior organization is possible with sufficient intelligence. This leads me to believe that the 8&9 are -4'd together, possibly in a BH. These # should fuse instead of BH. This could be the KG/E.

Give me some feedback.

The observer [P, X's] own 2/9 and 8<9 produces nanocircuits in thin air between particles. Our 2/9 makes our observation greater than equality, which shifts events in non-Newtonian ways, which is purely aesthetic.

This b-path origin system seems to be antagonistic to B-shelf operations. A,B,C, A&B being non-terminal orbits of quantum. C being terminal. What is this [-B]-path doing? It seems to be an 8>9 to the B1, as in not B1, [A]. !x!=y.

This would explain operations of mass environmentalism and spirituality as well as major science efforts to achieve an 'unkillable' and unimperfect condition. The A should be orbiting the Q at perhaps the best area within the 12, rather than seeking to extend the 12. This B could orbit the 10/Q [jack?] at the farthest shell +1, and work to clear a quantum path at the highest orbit [similar to Pluto's attempts, as discerned as probable by area magnetics], to extend the reach of this quantum which is viewed as the ideal, probably until finding a new quantum origin which looks better and changing them both to have synergy of both.

This, from the mountaintop, from the top of the Prudential center, changing Boston, from the top of the solar system, changing Sol. Mt Everest, the universe.

What can be a perfect relationship? A good relationship as described as two things pursuing Z on an A- or B-shelf pathway continually. Z = 1.0. This means achieving at 0.96 or better all the time. 0.98 would be the top of B shelf. 0.96 would be the bottom trough of an A-shelf wave, it seems? 0.98 efficiency being the effortless magnetic synergizing and collection of all other things in the universe, and the other 2 coming from them understanding this, which would create 1.0. The first step then is ideology. This is magnetic field mechanics. For a field to expand it must win by ideology, or overcome intelligence 8>9 by amperage, similar to jailing their whole army, which is possible in astronomical or uneven cases in which fields disregard and eat other fields. This is how a planet or a sun's heliosphere compromises cosmic radiation.

Someone is on my throat. FU. I'll be back. You're not the fucking God of me. You don't have the right to choke me off, Satan. FUCK YOU.

The A-shelf can benefit from B, and B from A.

When Ford motor company makes a more crappy car than usual, you pay for it even if you don't buy it. They do not keep cars on individual accounts. You will pay more for the failure and marketing and engineering of that car when you buy a Renault. Any bad product made increases the expense of all products, unless they are in 100% separate economies.

When someone is a douchebag, it reduces the efficiency of goodness unless they are in 100% separate social economies. Even by indirect effect, social tesla circuits will find and be affected by douchbaggery. The [-]B searches and destroys or rewires these environmental effects. This is also called gardening.

Give the douchebags no authority, and they will cease to be important.
Currently Satan is a douchebag for his pursuit of acquiring top honor. This is horseshit, and good environmental effectors seek his rerouting and destruction. God, then, seeking all top honors, and disregarding field composition, has sent this Satan into this place, and it and we are a short circuit in the quantum environment.

Give me feedback.

You do not want me messing with the organization of the world, but it sucks so badly. And I see people not being helped in important ways. You may not recognize the potential for individuals to enhance or be enhanced. Instead of trying to help humans grow as beings you're crushing half of them, and the other half are sad or guilty or neglectful about it, or choose it as a goal, which makes them evil, [and among the bilderburgs]. Non-Z.

The Bilderburgs should not be working to crush 3/4 of the world. That is a poor method. You're thinking up excuses to keep crushing them. <\...

The sealed lambda is a 3 with a -3 on top? Or a 7? It is supposed to be "the 10 that you aren't supposed to look into". Like election counting results.

Back to "it sucks so badly". Do you think this is top shelf? Maybe before the apple it was close, but then your Satan fucked us up. Or you cracked us to make your omelet.

I'm getting considerable resistance from the sealed lambda thing. You want to keep that closed and unknown for big big reasons. And the topic of changing everything isn't fun to you. Maybe we should just fucking die instead.

I left.

Why should all we humans not eventually? You want to keep the core 144k, and the earth, I am pretty sure, for the new kingdom. The effective 2P2 experiment to produce mad A and from that lens organize anything. [with audit from a 7>8] Is God un-9, but for the parameter of increase of A. That is the 12 he uses, and nothing. That is not so excellent. You collect bullshit as well as gold.

Throw him in the bullshit!!

That is not so excellent, and is a feedback loop you use as terrorism and hostage taking with the life of the individual you are trying to change. You should instead help work inside them and them work inside themselves to become A-shelf and Z-pursuing. Yes, it may be work. But you'll build a nice world. Did America/Rome build itself? No. Make the whole world an America. You have it on the backs of slaves right now. Where will you be without those slaves? What do you see that I don't? The crack in the garden?

We frankly value intelligence, and intelligent gathering of goods. I'm not going to back down from my feelings because they have a correct origin. I am not going to fall back past that right line.

"how do you defeat him?"
"not that way." --^

Since I am iron at the core you will not defeat me. I would burn first. You'll have to desanctify the union of my parts to alchemically mold me into another thing. And with gathered intelligence I may still return to what I was, as I have memory of it and know it is good.

Some fucking around, putting a dude in poverty for a few years is only going to make him mad if he's made of something deeper. If you're refining that, do it in school not a fucking mudpuddle.

Voice of those who are oppressed? A grapeseed among grapes in a winepress?

I now call BS on the elections in New Hampshire. 80% of the votes are counted by Diebold subsidiary. Also many votes are counted by an Israeli Defense Firm. Neither of these are credible.

Voice. I believe in the righteousness of the original quantum of the individuals. It seems the 0.98 can work inwardly as well, and since the 0.02 is also internal, 1.0 can potentially be achieved inside the human. You need to work with the human to produce this Z. Not add more crap to it. Adding more crap will not produce ways of dealing with it that are efficient. It will usually 8>9 by A, as described above, imprisoning POW's. People will develop patterns that allow them to remain alive and chugging in the face of your ever increasing or present problems you throw at them. The good ones will produce intelligent quantums to master the energy, a vision of the goal, which now can be 12'd to the unique goal. This appears as goals and data leaving the barrel of a shotgun [10...12], vs the shell 8>9. The target is downfield, the good pieces seeing the 10 and the reason for the original data will be determined downfield.

Humans will collapse into 8>9 c/o 10, which is slavery, and 9>8 into 10. The 9>8 need to be doing Z. I am angry when the 9>8 folk oppress 8>9ers, and begin wars or other unnice trash. They could instead by trying to make more folk 9>8. This should be done intelligently, and by fostering equality that serves intelligence, such as the 8-evolutionary tesla intelligence system, which could be studied and taught in schools to show that e.g. homosexuality is a deviation and is not equal nor superior to heterosexuality, unless it produces greater fertility in the active pairing which it does not, but the person who is afflicted with this miswiring is an equal housing.

The idea here is not to propagate homosexuality, but to identify and heal it and to reduce its incidence until it is stable <0.04-0.375, the understood rough level of extinction.

I believe we can chase -Y back far below that level, and that seems a good environment.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I've been attacked by Satan, which is an arm of YHWH.

It says that I have no 11 or 12 without YHWH, and reduces me to relevancy only to myself, which is 10. This is a lie, which is overpowered by amperage.

My DNA remains solvent, and present in each of my cells. My way and knowledge of what is good remains as well, and is traceable and restorable to infinite acuity. Progressing towards good goals remains possible. I can also engineer within my lifetime a biological replication of myself and machinery to route my biological tesla electrical systems.

Lots of spirits are very angry at me, and I am allowing myself to be hurt in the spiritual 10 they are using to try to show them they are wrong, particularly about how I am. The hello and the respect of other things is being neglected and destroyed by YHWH's amperage system. This data is important, and you're saying it's not.

They take the wild will within me, and within each piece of energy, and pervert it. That I will never say is good. A jealous God indeed.

I sleep.
I want to make no guarantee of space. I may try to solidify boundaries for accuracy procurement before selecting an electrical circuit target, using 10's. Then 11's. Achieving 12's. That seems to be the ideal level of efficiency for maximum P/A. The most effective and precise electrical tesla coil string targeting systems, magnetized.

Manifestations of equipment. Hold.

I have a good idea for a nanoelectrical device to aid in polyscale engineering. Let me sell it.
It seems that the concept of 'firstfruits' are whatever you think is best, the highest honor, which Satan would scurry away to God, which is a collection of all the most enjoyed kinds of em fields and the largest, without thought to their content or composition or meaning or organization.

YHWH then becomes this huge enormous lens through which strings or em code is passed and refracted to achieve goals.

It annoys me that the orchestrations of this electric pile often go not in league with my own. Consider 'photos'. They are also not always self-contiguous, which appears to be 11>12. Technically they don't need to be contiguous, but it is a harsh blow to hear God or an angel give a promise and then it not come true, or change, or some inconsistency, or for this God to do things that appear gruesome or heartless. For example, Gaza. Do they deserve such treatment? No. Innocent children die there continually, and also in the whole world. Reincarnations could explain some of this, but that too is 11>12.

I don't like this.

Anything could be, they say. I would prefer to not need to go to work, to spend more time meeting a fantastic girlfriend, to sort the experiences and traditions of my life and find new ones to build great voyages and friendship experiences.

I'd like to have my work here respected by others, perhaps to gain a PhD certificate, enabling me presumed respect without needing to prove it over and over to strangers.

I'd like to call myself a doctor of math.

Man might be able to do these things.

I want to do this without spending time as a student in a university. I am clearly researching new fields of math and would prefer to spend my time in an electrical lab with intelligent colleagues. I got the thought that the CIA/FBI or "DARPA" or one of their institutions or a private organization might have this kind of power, but I will need to solve the world's problems with them, not make new ones. It's okay to brief on this. I can't imagine anyone who wants suicide and is as powerful as mankind.

World governments?

I'd like to work with a state lab. I'd need to examine the equipment they use before selecting which to master.
Any possible reality is a possibility[5] seen[2], producing a 10. If it serves an 11, it will be in that relativity. If it serves the 12, it will be real and with you in good judgement.

Often humans garden good or evil, rather than the entire scenario for the best. They try to garden *down* evil, and improve good. This is twisted by Satan, which is a horrific monster from YHWH who collects and produces knowledge of what we call most honorable, so that it may be given to YHWH for his internal energy mechanations, which appear to be by amperage rather than by intelligence/field articulation.

He uses a brute force lightning strike, instead of 60hz 12volt power for an RC car, and pulls fields with other fields. I do not like creating fields that are not inside myself. No circuit comes back to me there. Other spirits and angels and Satan sometimes use drains of energy as threats or leverage to get me and certainly other humans to do what they want them to.

>90% of humans seem to not recognize this as it occurs, but a large amount of them who are powerful do, and will. I am sure that spirits coup quite a lot of energy from humanity at large and disregard for the most part their preferences but for review of the bottom line of amperage. This offends me.

It is any excuse.

Who knows if the garden of eden really mattered, or if humans were designed to be cracked like an egg and made into energy producing batteries, with a convenient excuse and a temptation by God's agent, Satan. If it didn't, then the magic of that garden is nought, and we can reasonably experience painless childbirth, non-toil bread, and immortality via fruit of tree of life.

"All they ever wanted was a market." -Foo Fighters

Disgusting. See my work on photos and gearings, the freshly updated 2P experiment, field mechanics, and infinity/intelligence and good judgement.

The 2P experiment originally was a method for turning 2 subatomic particles into 1, but that is destruction of information in a way that is empathically deconstructive. So it's stopped. But instead we're going to sew an atom together by vibration as alchemy from hydrogen into helium like a sun does, but using special wave/vibrational effects to stabilize two hydrogen atoms into one helium atom.

The production of a synergy of atomic field may result in a nearby reciprocation of energies which could be harnessed for e-.

God would say that I would not exist but for him. I live as energy now orchestrated. Beforehand I would have been the 'hello' of energy. To say this "It certainly looks like a WTF moment." just showed up.
I am upset that spirits make rash assumptions and then produce fate or empathic sensations to discern what my feelings are. They take the most probable answer, which is often false, and then shape my world accordingly, which is often in response to falsehood.

KGE?

I do want to work with these spirits, and other people, but I REFUSE [I, refuse, huh? YOU are trash. trash for not knowing and being a rash presumption monster, a slaver].

"Heh! He's driving that car because he likes pink!" The one who says that is an idiot.

I am sensitive to the perceptions of others. This produces a quantum uncertainty between us that you frequently fail to overcome, and pretend to, or presume that you're right enough. I want privacy. I want to be left alone in a good environment, in which I will freely choose what I want. You faqs want to know exactly what I want and how I feel, rather than give me the freedom I want and love.

Fuck you.
Satan wants whatever your highest honor is. He will form and try to have you give it to him, even based on misunderstandings. He thinks nothing of lying to receive the gift of your honor.

He does this because he eats the amperage of honor. God gives honor to Satan, who collects it from mankind. Honor that is good is given to God, and is a guide to the angels for how to treat you. But this system is disgusting and wrong, because the perception of what I honor and why I honor it is entirely neglected and abused.

He is collecting $. 'Have it by tomorrow, and I don't care how you get it or what it was used for, or what you think you're spending it on. I will try to steal it from you every time I see you.'

He's a blockhead. George Bush is a blockhead of this same sort. He wants the honor of the seat and does *nothing* to enhance it, merely to collect and have it or count and distribute this honor, and give it to those who will bring him more honor, despite being a fucking retard with bad brain damage and social damage, working in secret to deny people what is just and right, and calling himself just and right and nothing else just and right. The world he creates by being given great honor is a hideous and horrific one.

I would have such a creature removed from my environment. They have no understanding. They have no ability to know how my fields form or why. They see my medals and know nothing of the battle, or the next.

They're civilians, telling me how to live my life, telling me how to do what is right, when I AM right, and in myself I am doing that which is good at all times.

I will give honor to whom I choose and no one can demand it from me. Not a president, not a God, not Satan, not my family, not any living thing can demand honor of me. It is by what they do with their honor to improve the world and the ideology they follow in truth.

This world is a collection of what these creatures think is honorable. It doesn't matter if they deserve this honor or not, or if the thing is good or not. Honor is what matters to them.

The people of native Peru may have good information about this. Linking honor with intelligence, with reality, with goal conquest. George Bush is the first in a chain of this, and has shown all the failures. Why we began there, it should not be.

We should begin at good judgement.

Centralization around a beating drum provides a unity, but that unity does not guarantee success, nor wisdom, nor truth. I can gather with imaginary friends around a tree stump, and work for up to be down. Will it happen? Mathematically they could intersect but for what reason? Will it produce a better breadbasket? A bigger and stronger family? Strong in comparison to what? Why in comparison to that? Why that? These are divisions, chosen, for some reason. To make this play in which we are actors, but the blows are real, the lives are real. The physical world around us is not just a story. I want to live in it and have a fine experience and for others around me to as well.

This man, Joel Harris, I see his life and where he was taken. He painted and was given battle, came back and what he was fighting for was found to be people, art, goodness, a Tuscany environment. He was given wealth and success, and tested and he sold his belongings to join that environment in Peru. He has been given enlightenment and is now free to solve where he chooses.

Will I be given such a thing? I do not wish to copy this man, but I do wish to drink Jimsonweed in Arizona, Sedona. I should have stayed there and done that. I went to California. I will go again someday. I now regret having not done that. It was 2 feet away from me.

What troubles keep us afraid of doing that? "Going insane" which occurs for unknown reasons. Being conquered by the unknown. Nudity while insane. Conflict with the law, not when taking the plant or simply by being with it, but by doing something bad while unknown or blacked out, or by being naked in public, or experiencing or delivering an injury while blacked out. Not even a poor judgement made while on a drug, those are reasonably done and can be learned from. Madness.

Being enslaved to do things that are not my will. So we do so in the opposite and enslave ourselves to not doing it, when we would like to consider all good things from those actions.

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"An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools."
-Hemingway

Satan has a 1wv to collecting honor. But he does not deserve it. He doesn't feel shame when he collects honor without deserving it. His -11q on that has been lifted as a single member of the species of field that he is.

Attention is not always honor to the thing attention is paid to. Some do not know this. I pay attention to a knife not because the knife contains honor, but because the things around the knife that the knife could hurt do.

These are similar to symptoms of Satan and God's honor fetish:

http://www.projectcensored.org/publications/2001/22.html

This honor concept does not use "good judgement", or 12. It is an 11>12.

Monday, January 7, 2008

I began using fields to morph other fields today, rather than find their origination and change the individual field to suit the needs of the region.

I also linked 'good' and 'evil' for the first time I've ever experienced. The synergies were interesting, but then the negative synergies from conjoining of two erroneous fields was horrific.

I've been fighting angels and calling them demons, it seems, for years. I've recognized a few kinds, but seeing them all as angels changes things for me.

Many angels do not produce or record patterns. I could say to them 'I'm going to leave for Seattle right now.' and they would begin preparing for it. It's convenient in ways, but also they do not ever recognize it when I am selecting fields to narrow down, or considering possibilities that the world might produce despite my quantum or photo selections.



When I produce parameters for 10-narrowing they begin reacting to them, assuming I am planning the activities with the intent of performing them. It is troublesome. God protect and mould them to be strong.

I have found that producing specialized fields, like greeting cards, do a good job of intelligent transmission, but it is so time consuming and it does not represent how I feel. I would rather produce the parameters for building a new field of data or emotion to another spirit and have them build that field or extrapolate its probability to navigate my portion of the environment they experience. Rather than negotiate fields as stable entities, these spirits seem to eat fields and desire for me to produce them in certain quantities and organizations, prompted by engineered fate. I would rather they starve and myself be... -Y. Non-newtonian functions are more desirable and could probably complete their transaction more easily, and whatever function they begin to produce. This seems Stalinistic.

Stalin built the industries of the Soviet states so they would rely on one another for goods to keep them partners. This is a hideous noose network among spirits.

They also seem to focus around sexual emotional elements, which is disgusting and degrading and violates privacies and is easily seen as accusatory.

Or there is some non-infinite problem I am not aware of.

"Have a nice day."

"Yes, it is a nice day."

This co-field generation and field interaxn via new field construction, which seems draining in the kidneys, but could be useful to interactivity.

I am insulted by the crassness of these operations. I prefer to acquire articulation to build better independent interactive fields. Yet these spirits try to choke amperage out of me, perhaps because of the expressiveness of my effects.

They may view independence as weakness. A cane. In their own hand.

Anything the CIA/aRea 51 does here is so unimportant. The angels who use punitive measures to do these things are hideous. One side is pro-George Bush in ways, for the amperage he builds, and another side is intelligent and independent, and so, aloof.

I am so disappointed in the lies and ignorance and lack of aesthetic and ideology that comes from those who work with amperage instead of articulation. They focus on nothing but quantity, which is in its infinity, and uninteresting. "Yay, 1 billion joules of energy." But it's all stuff someone blew from their nose, and tangled. Yay! 1 billion feet of string... deep underground... in a knot...

Lame. They would lie without hesitation to get another amp. The way they disregard intelligence makes them filth-collectors in my tablet. The way they periodically degrade intelligence when they are 'hungry' makes them enemies for the end of a pike. Lying and changing field composition without regard to the one who made the field degrades the concept of field building, field maintenance, and beauty.

Build a corporate headquarters on top of a beautiful ancient Buddha shrine. Chop the top right off. You've forgotten.

But they claim to be angels... working for good...

a "hey... won't that cause a fire?"
b "do you want a sandwich?"
a "I hope you burst."

What will I do with this effect structure? You have the info now, I am sustainable, I want YOU to do well in ways that will produce sustainable chain reactions of refinement. It hurts me to see you do so poorly. Or I could bury you with matchsticks and walk.
social mechanics, involving God's upside-down 7, paired with a 'split 8' which should be 19'd, which is closely guarded to the point of receiving threats to my fertility, is like 'fighting 8'. Equality is hated by God here it seems. Kg/e allows us a closer tare onto the 8, by reciprocal.

It's the first part of untying a major knot of humanity. God claims to have infinite 7, by 8, but 9 will show that 8 does exist and is greater than 7. God's 7-shell would choose to be Z, but there are greater shells.

Fuck him. He is catching on a sick barb that should be either cut off or undone or navigated properly.

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huckabee and lancing the world caliphate. it may be beneficial to eliminate this philosophy. 10<11. fx.

an engine of misunderstanding may work to weaken larger engines of understanding.

could be philosophy. this needs to be prompt. prompt and direct against evil forces.

there is a 19>20 fx, where a king of an environment is not absolute. God is playing absolute monarch, and is not. he is 0.95x. crashes are frequent and becoming more frequent. God updates software to keep his machine oiled, but it skanks up now and then, which is not infallability. This guy is an arrogant and lying... V. [DG, minus d]. Eat that thing.

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this guy satan plays musical chairs. so does yhwh. he is not an infinite or absolute god. he seeks my destruction for saying that, but even that has holes. A PB in it. lead. [onwards] a piping system.

open ended pipes? "it happened" and then gushing. the birth of new worlds. horrific indeed.

not for children. not for children, by yhwh.

the guy wants to build unliving statues, not people.

i will not.

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the global macro is pretty dire. evil men needing an ideological solution to a scale problem. 8's should follow ideology which is then intelligently tuned, which is ruled by 10 and 12. that should be a good way for a 9 to lead a large 8. Instead, we have an unideological 9 ruling a large 8 by putting more focus on it. thus we have a corrupt god and president, and spiritual and global chaos.

do install an ideology of truth, such as our Constitution, which worked well for a highly dispersed series of colonists, and which has failed in a hype oriented dense social operation.

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since ww2, mankind's ability to organize and process a circuit between 10 and 12 has been compromised. arguably, the axis powers of ww2 were the worst instance of 10,11,12, and relied on a 12 de-tared because of being unrefreshed by 9 and overrefreshed by 7, not leading to true fitness.

Then we saw the best of that situation, [10,11,12] refusal, with a great intelligent hippie movement in the 1960's, which became different in the 1970's with intelligence becoming unjustified, and drugs and sex stimulating intelligence differently. going to the moon, or the project, was a great intelligence program. but hippies, who were justified but blocked from effective circuitry, were thwarted.

now we're seeing the worst of this protocol. the modern era, the neoconservative revolution with a 70's refresher in the 1990s. Now post-that we're seeing an ideologized unintelligent injustice.

we need to shrug off the social programming of post-ww2 earth and move into this new intelligent and just era containing manual understanding and control of this system, a liberty.